i need some fixing too

um my uncle who's a technician fixed my laptop somehow, so here i am again D:

thankfully my laptop got fixed, since it has sibelius inside and i need to use it to notate and edit my compos. the school's laptop with sibelius crashed 3 hours after i used it for the first time.

starting from last saturday, i had 4 super inefficient technique composing days, the ones which I just stone and try to write something but fail ): Today (wednesday) was slightly better, i wrote half a technique, but there's still so much more to be done.

i'm getting really frustrated and stressed. 1 more texture technique and 3 more timbre technique to do. Plus I still have my free compo which I need to edit 2 more variations. Everytime I feel frustrated I snap the wooden pencil I'm using into two. Now I see more than ten pencil halves on my table and i'm running out of pencils to snap.

i really want to clear all my techniques by week 10 ): why am i always the last person in the entire school to start mugging for exams D: