Happy Valentine's Day everyone!

Its just so sad that school will be hectic from the coming Monday onwards. Heck why the hell did they introduce this slack week anyway? Can't we have 2 weeks of Orientation like Hwa Chong too?

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Anyway, on Valentine's day, I shall just talk about my "love" life since primary school. After all, scandalous topics are what all the sneaky readers want to read ><

First point to note is that I was a super screwed up kid in primary school.


P1: Seng Kang Primary School
Nah, I was too innocent at this time to even think about "love". But my best friend was a girl, and I remembered the 2 of us made a pact to stay in the same class and school all the way until Seng Kang Secondary. Well, I didn't know nuts about the world at that time, so I agreed.

P2
I started watching drama serials on TV, and so I was shallowly introduced to the concept of "love". My P1 friend went to a different class, but my best friend in the class was still a girl. Umm so what happened was that one day, I pretended to whisper to her a secret, and then pecked her on the cheek instead.

-.-'' See I was damn screwed up right?

P3: Nan Chiau Primary School
NCPS moved into its new campus in Seng Kang, and as it was a more renowned school, my mum transfered me over.

Well, I can safely say that I'm a pretty smart kid, who always gets top in class (except for P1 cos Foo Xiang Peng was in the same class as me), and P3 syllabus was no exception. So lessons were starting to get quite sian, and having nothing to do, I conjured a screwed up idea.

I wrote a love letter to a girl in the class, but since she was sitting quite far away, I had to ask my classmates to help pass the note down, and then she'll pass the note back, and so on so forth. The experience was quite funny actually, and it continued for quite a long time, until one fine day my Math teacher intercepted the note and both of us were made to stand in class. But the whole class already knew, so it wasn't a big deal anyway.

P4: Rosyth School
I got into GEP, and so I transferred again. I had my first major crush, but we were in separate classes, so I didn't exactly do anything.

P5:
GEP is a super demoralizing experience because from being top in class last time, I was now frequently among the bottom. Then in subjects that I have never been beaten before, you now have Math geniuses like Kenneth trashing everyone in class. My self-esteem took quite a drop since I entered GEP, so I wasn't that carefree and screwed up kid in lower primary anymore.

So even though I was now in the same class as my crush, I didn't do anything too, other than tell some of my closer friends that I actually liked "her".

P6:
Haha P6 is a whacky year.

People were playing "Truth or Dare" and exposing all their crushes, so I was no exception too. Like Jian Xiong liked J__, Kenneth liked M____, Chester liked K_____, and so on so forth =P One day, I approached "her", and asked her who her crushes were, and she told me to guess the top 3 names on her crush list.

I managed to do so quite easily, but I was actually stunned, because I was #1 out of the 3. It was supposed to be a secret, but I was so damn happy that I went to tell #2 and #3. As a result, #2, #3 and "her" all hated me.

A few weeks later, we had a class gathering at #2's house, and there, a whole group of people went upstairs into a room to play "Truth or Dare" again. I was busy playing 9-men-morris with Jonathan Tan at that time, so I said I'll go up and join them once I'm done.

But when I went up again, "she" opened the door, gave me a glance, and slammed it in my face.


That night, it rained super heavily, I still remember quite vividly because I was quite heartbrokened. But, one good thing came out from it, from then on, I learnt how to keep secrets.

Sec 1 to 4: Raffles Institution
In sec 1, I failed Maths for the first time in my life and it was devastating.
In sec 2, I got a "C" grade for my Oral Communications lessons
In sec 3, I got owned by Aloysious, and developed Glossophobia.
In sec 4, my self esteem was an all-time low.


In lower primary, I did things out of fun. In p4 to p6, I had my first major crush. In sec 1 to 4, I did come in touch with quite a number of girls, but even the super pretty ones could only just give me a "good impression", and nothing more.


J1: RIJC
Well, I've got a crush again, quite a serious one in fact, but since the start of the week, I've already sorted out my thoughts and decided to let it go. I'm just going to be a good friend and nothing more than that.

Lets just keep Feb 7th post as a nice memory hidden in my drafts :)

Today, during Valentine's day, I'm just going to spend the day with the 2 best companions of my life. My cello and piano.
From Tomorrow onwards, I'm just going to concentrate on my studies and CCA. This should be pretty easy because I'm immune to all the other girls in the school already.

Happy Valentine's Day everyone! <3