Yesterday there was Chamber, and because SYF was over, we didn't have rehearsals but played games instead.

Hmm to be honest, I didn't think they were really fun ): I definitely enjoyed the company, but at the end of it, I actually felt quite lousy T_T

No, it's not the games fault. I think it's just me.

First Station: block A.
Task: Composition, word-setting

Simple task right? In MEP we have been doing things like that since sec 2. But yesterday I just felt lost.

6 lines of a poem, we were supposed to do 3 lines each.
But I was watching Ying Er do the composition practically all by herself, and the whole time I just couldn't write anything at all. I simply didn't know how to start.

It's not because of a lack of inspiration, I know clearly myself it's a void in my ability.
What am I doing in Music?
I even thought of doing Composing major at the end of the year, but perhaps I'm not up to it.
Should I have even appealed when I failed the placement test the first time?
Listening, Practical, Composing, Harmony, Analysis.
I'm like at the bottom of the class in all aspects..
I have nothing to justify my position in music class.
Nothing.. except for my passion.
But how far can it bring me?